| I feel so weak, and my eyes are beginning to become moist with tears. What's wrong with me? I feel lonely, frustrated and sick of everything that's happening. One minute I'm feeling so happy and loved, not long after, I'm feeling like shit.
It's really bad knowing I don't have any friends. Even if I do, no one's close enough to make me forget the stupid bad things that gets me down.
Seriously, what do I not fail at in life?
Is my boyfriend real, or imaginary? Is he just a dream? I can't even get reality straight.
I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
I don't even know why I'm typing to you, Xanga.
There's nothing for me tomorrow. Life's nothing but a freakin' chore.
You wanna help? Waste some money on me and get me some professional help... No? Then make sure I don't wake up tomorrow.
I love typing blog entries for the fucking hell of it. Gives me something to do.
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| I started Gaia Online back in 2003. My avatar still hasn't changed much at all. I really treasure those DJ Headphones. :3 It's crazy how someone online offered me $150 for my avatar. Crazy. I doubt he/she would pay me that anyway. Probably a scam. Haha.
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| Why do so many people hate goths? |
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| I just can't believe how these high school classmates that I knew a few years ago.......are already married and having babies!!! WTF. |
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